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Mind of SinSeer – I have no where else to say things.

Someone Nice I Need To Remember

I”m sorry, I do have issues… sometimes I just can’t interact with people properly – in real life, with voice chat, especially if I’m tired… it’s why I talk to myself mostly, with my voice chat turned off in-game… and mostly use text-chat instead… the stream can hear me but it’s easier this way.

I’m no good to talk to anyway, I just cause problems when I talk.

I understand this – and I hate myself for this, and so many other reasons. I find it hard to believe that anyone can think anything nice of me at all, sometimes. I certainly can’t. I just do what I do to keep going, because there is no other choice. Knowing that someone out there does at least get something out of it?

That was the nicest thing I’ve heard in a long time, and I need to remember it, so I have to put it online, I hope it doesn’t bother you.

That click you hear at the end is where I have to turn off my mic entirely because you made me cry.

Thank you very much, I hope you get at least a bit of fun out of them, so many more to come!

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Should I? Shouldn’t I?

I debated with myself for a long time – should I make this sort of section to the website? Do we really need more proof SinSeer is crazy?

I don’t talk to anyone in real life. Well, I don’t go out in real life, so that’s really on me. I’m just not good around people to begin with – usually only comfortable with people I really know. But I don’t really know anyone anymore.

Sometimes I’m so lost in my own head, it’s like I see things from a million miles away. Very similar to how I play my character, actually. With the very far out viewpoint. I don’t like this feeling, but it’s happened a lot throughout the years, so I’ve just gotten used to it. It may look like I’m not paying attention – I’m as close as I can be, but I may be right beside you and a million miles away at the same time.

I have nowhere else to express myself.

I’ve disabled these posts so they don’t show up on the main page, but they are public posts and not hidden.

I may never continue. If you have questions, ask them via comments or email or via discord.

I may never get questions. I know.

But if I do, I’ll try to answer them in between my insane ramblings.

Read at your own Risk

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